Twelfth

Errr… how should I start this…

Hello Odiesther. Awkward right? Hahahaha

How’s life been lately?

I know it’s getting hard since some of us are getting towards the end of our journey and I know some of us are in the middle of the journey which is also twice as hard as others. I know some of us will not get the chance to read this letter but just for tonight I’d like to talk to you guys.

Remember those days when we don’t need to worry about anything else? We only care about our own things; what to do on weekend? How to avoid getting punishment from Bro Nel? When can we have our own money and travel to anywhere we wanted? Things like these. Remember when we worry about SPM and how we wish for it to end soon? Reflecting back, gosh it’s nothing compared to how’s life been today.

I have so many stories to tell you guys. About my studies, about my new unlocked achievement, about my latest favourite kdrama and oppa. There’s so many things that I don’t think a day would be enough to tell you guys about this. I don’t think 2 days 1 night would be enough too.

We met a lot of new peoples each day. I had experienced new things with other people. I’ve laughed and cried with other people but it won’t be the same if it’s with you guys. Still, we can’t help but to meet and depend with new people. Shared bond that will never be the same if it’s with you guys. Never.

I know sometimes it feels awkward to meet after being away for a long time. Like we don’t know what kind of stories should we share together? Not to mention all those changes in each of us that we might find each of our actions are not parallel anymore nor getting the same kind of thoughts and views. We may have hurt each other feelings with our  words that we think it’s okay since we did it all the time with new people. But then, who in the world never change? One thing for sure, our bond should never change.

I get it when we can’t meet as what we’ve plan before holiday starts. We have our own life now. Not to mention that we’re not teenagers anymore but an adult. Surprising? Yeah, me too. Hahahahahah! Ohhhh, we really need to have a time machine to go back to that glory old days. All spotlights on us. Gosh, someone please invent a real time machine!

It’s getting boring so, one last word.

Dear Odies, where ever you guys are right now or whatever you guys are doing, never ever forget that me; Fatin will always support you guys in any ways. Don’t forget that you have me behind you. May it be small or big, you always have me. I hope everything work out well for you guys.

Rou – Getting near to convocation day! Good luck on your industrial training! Promise me you’ll meet us when everything’s done because it’s been so long that I don’t have the chance to meet you and share many stories together! Last sem break, we’ve only met briefly because you’ve been busy. I’m not complaining because I know your situation. See you soon!

Pino – Pinooooooooooooooooooo! I’m so gonna go lepak at your sister’s convenience store like I did last sem. I’d love to share more gossips with you about boys, makeup thingy and other random things. Let’s go for another flying fox date together with the others! Yashhhh!

Pah – Epahhhhh, I’m so sorry that we did not even have the chance to meet this semester as it’s been a hectic sem and I know that you’re getting annoyed with me because we’ve planned everything but ended up not doing it. Sorryyyy but I promised you after all this nonsense have come to an end, let’s go for a real vacation. Like a real vacation like you’ve always wanted. Of course with others! Let’s save money and go on trips one fine day!

Chello – Thank you, Chel! You’re the reasons why I wrote this letter since I’ve saw your IG’s story. We really need to lepak together because it’s been so long since I’ve swore to you. Hahahahahaha! Kidding! We need to go lepak like we used to do. Short notice but still can go lepak. Leggo!

Buck – Buckkkkk, we need to lepak together too because I wanted to laugh out loud when talking with you. Stress reliever, hahahahaha! Not to forget your stories about boys and fun things which can lighten up the mood. And yes, I miss swearing at you too. Hahahahah! See u soon Buckky!

Mukk – Mukmukkkkk, I know you’re getting bored of me since we’re in the same U but nooooooo I still wanted to meet you. Thank you for being there when I need you and sorry for not being there when you need me. I don’t know what I’d do if you’re not here. Leggo break fasting when we have time okay? It’s a date!!!! Promise?

One last word konon but ended up talking more hahahahahah. So, okay I guess this is the end of the letter. Hahahahahah old school gilaaaa. Bah, I can’t wait to meet you guys this coming Eid Adha! As usual, my house okayyy ahahahahhaha kidding. Rumah orang lain pun bolehhhh.

And ohhhhhh. I forgot the most important thing that I wish to tell you guys;

I miss us, Odiesther.

I miss you guys.

A lot.

Do you?

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