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assalamualaikum and hi.  went to MPH on 16th just to window shopping because I dont have enough money to buy books. not that I dont have the money just that buying a book right now is not a priority for me because I need to replace my lost IC. it cost RM110 which means I need to limit my other wants too *sigh nevertheless I can resist to buy one when I'm inside MPH. moreover I got to borrow MPH member card that belongs to my roommate which means I'll have 10% off when I buy books. saw one of my long waiting list of wanted book, I grab one and smile because finally I've found it.  Pelukis Jalanan - Teme Abdullah published in 2016,  but just today in this year I've got it. I'v read many great and awesome reviews on this books that it gives you the urge to buy and wanted to feel the same feelings like how the others felt.  I cried. serious talk, I really cried upon reading the first chapter of this book. maybe because I knew how the writer felt...

assalamualaikum and hi.  Just for today I'd like to rant or more like getting all the bad, negative vibes from myself. Just for tonight.  I dont understand when people mistook Sabahan with Indonesian. I dont see any correlation or relationship at all because obviously it's two different kind of people and country. I do believe that there're some words that both Sabahan and Indonesian used just the same but in reality others do use it too. It's just a language that everybody can learn and use in any way they wanted and I dont see any problems with it. the problem arises when you mistook some of them as the same kind of people when actually they're not.  yes. this kind of stigma is what people still believe and never will understand it as they never wanted try to understand. not that everyone did this but yes, there are this kind of 'people' out there that doesnt seem to have any common sense in this matter.  triggered? yes, I do. at the begin...

assalamualaikum and hi. it's already 4th week for this semester. more assignments, club activities, problems and tears in the first four weeks. I'm not even aware that it's already October. and today, it's Effa's birthday! Happy Birthday dearest Gips! I love you to the moon and back! ❤ next week gonna be the last week for the half of this semester. this is because we're gonna have mid sem break earlier than usual. I'm not going back home because flight's ticket are so damn expensive that I cant even afford it. if and only if it's less than 100$ *sigh* so, what's up? I just got back from a debate competition yesterday. sad news is, I didnt even get into pra suku  which is very disappointing because last year, my team managed to get into suku akhir  but not for this year. I blamed myself for this because I've made some mistake during the 4th session of debate. my emotion took controls rather than rationality. felt bad towards my pa...