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 assalamualaikum and hello
 

exhausted. penat. mau lari dari semua benda ni. I dont even know myself anymore. I feel empty. bila semua ni mau habis? penat tau, penat. 

I know, all the frontliners laaaagi penat. cases doesnt seem to slow down and things are rather hectic. but, I'm exhausted too :( it's like this is all happening because of me. like, I've failed myself to become something whether to help the frontliners or other people. there's nothing to look forward. there's no more future. there's nothing. 

 

it's not like I'm not trying. I did. few times and almost everyday. it's just not that simple. 
help please :(